I feel like shit. And I feel sad. I hate cancer. I'm trying to think about other things, but with a dad and my favorite uncle who is also my Godfather both fighting cancer, I'm having trouble this morning.
People look at you funny if you start crying on the elliptical machine, I discovered.
Too damn bad. I'm sure I will rally and try to stay positive and strong for my loved ones soon. They need me. And I need them.
I've been distracting myself by watching Scrubs on dvd from netflix. It helps.
And I cleaned my house last night, which also helps. I think I will be doing some more cleaning today.